Take a walk

Hi guys, its been awhile since I last wrote a blog. I was having a blast summer and I am really grateful about it, I was a busy kid (NOT) I've been spending my day working or sketching or maybe just hanging out with my cousins and watch horror movies but I rather not talk about my laziness because we tackled that from my very first blog so lets just move on yeah, yeah okay so basically I've had more less time on spending my hours on social networking sites specially on twitter I don't tweet much like I used to maybe because I'm more focus on my Social Life now than last time.

I have been talking to Ashley and Zach for like everyday because the fact that Ashley is in L.A while Zach is in London was hard for us to communicate so we just talk over twitter or text or facetime each other but time zone sucks big time but I was thankful that we had the chance to talk to each other.

A lot of my friends are asking me about the project I'm working on and sorry guys but I can't tell you anything because first It was confidential and second I still need to talk things out with my parents because they were the one who will sort things out for me and my dream project, It was hard to be this ambitious and dreamer at my age and I'm ready to take a risk for it.

And I'm also focusing on my writing which I think needs an improvement, I highly doubt that I'll have time to do things for myself but anyway I love learning new things and believe it or not I'm a fast learner when I don't over take my laziness into things. It was great to have a supportive parents and friends because then you know you'll have someone you can lean on every time you have a downward on this. I'm really inspired this year to do my own things for myself and to learn new different things everyday and one way for me to have more ideas is to read more books and sketch new ideas but I seriously wish I have the confident to continue my secret talent (that only my cousins know of) but I'm not born with such a high confident like my friends and cousins and I'm thankful for that maybe confidents can take you somewhere but it also means it will eat your true colour and hide your inner classy girl so I'm fine with a having my shyness slash unexpected confident.

I never had the time to write a new story because I RATHER not write one for NOW, but I know I will get there and write a new one because I've been having this argument with myself and my subconscious to actually write a full story but I was so focus on my social life to actually do that.

I actually found myself using the laptop less frequently due to my new habit and time of sleeping, I was an early bird since last, last week and it was great to wake up earlier than everyone because thats the time where everyone is asleep and still in their daydreams while you can enjoy the warm breeze of the morning air and the peace beyond the branches on the trees, I think thats paradise

I found myself gawking every single time on a new fictional character especially on Noah and Tobias and my new to-marry-a-fictional-charater-list Warner and Reece can i have a high five there? *high five* I'm sorry boys but fictional characters are the best well I'm really not sorry so ...
anyway I'm sorry for a lack of post this month I'm really busy doing things and I never find some time to open my laptop and type some meaningful words but I promise to post more this time and I will post my 2nd blog tomorrow morning and I'm not promising anything about some excited things to write because I'm not a joyful person to begin with but read it anyway :)

-lots of love, Jackie