I haven't gotten any day off for myself since the last day of school so I'm sorry for not posting enough in here. This pass few weeks have been eventful and very exciting I may say so myself, I've been spending my day with my dad and mom, my best friend who also turned 18 this march, 16 I am more happy than ever to spend that special day with her. I've been going to my dentist this pass few days to fix my brace and my dad got me two new books which I think is fair enough for me to occupy myself when I'm bored specially because my family doesn't have any plans YET this summer, but crossed finger to that (batangas or bora-bora please *whisper to my self*) and I have been sketching nonstop at night for my upcoming project to work on. I'm really looking forward to work with so many people this summer as so relax and have a good summer with my family and relatives.
I have gotten myself busy this summer and I also meet new friends along the start of this sizzling summer 'oh well you know if they look friendly be friends with them' phrase, yeah sistah thats me.
But I also miss spending my day with my friends which I haven't seen since the last day of school but anyway they can live without me hanging out with them for 3 months straight. Anyway I have like... like good, good, good news ... guess what? oooh well I have 22 new books OMG like come on dance with me and lets celebrate. okay i know I'm so ecstatic (favourite word oh gosh).
So yeah I know this summer will have a full blast and I know there will also be a hard time along the way but who knows where this summer takes me. You never know maybe I'll be in New York this may. 'Just kidding' ha ha ha ha I'm so funny. *face palm* oh jackie what a weird child I bet if this is a video I'll be making a big fuss and oh god, I wont start with that.
I really don't know where to start about how I'm feeling this pass few weeks. I feel happy like I'm glowing, you know like glowing stick (really jackie? Glowing stick) yeah so I don;t know, as you can see I'm very happy and very hyper. This is what my family do to me they give me happiness, they give me a reason to keep on going. I know not all of us have a good family relationship and I'm proud that I have and I know they will always support me through everything, through my mistakes that I make/made, through my undecided decision and through out my whole life perspective. Too sappy for jackie haha but yes I am happy no matter what anyone says to me because otherwise it wont matter to me. You don't like me 'I don't care have nice life though', you hate what I'm doing? 'why care when you can ignore it', you don't believe in me 'sorry honey I can prove you wrong'
Come on people why send hate to someone who clearly don't give a damn about it, no matter what you say or do to me I won't stop. I'm being real so why bother? I have my own life, my own self, my own personality, my own style, and my own perspective. We may see things the same but we have a total different meaning to it.
I don't what to hurt other people by saying this stuffs that I know some of you might know who this is for *sigh* you don't do stupid things for yourself, you do it for the one you care. *too sappy and sweet eww* I don't think you know this but its not really a bad thing to have someone to care for you but if you didn't take the chance that once in your door well better luck next time for you, 'you screwed up and bye have a nice life finding a dog tracking your smelling pants'
This is a good start for my summer, new books, new clothes, new friends and a family to stay with the whole life. I really wan't this summer to be unforgettable, I want this to be the summer I will play back and rewind on my head as if it's a movie type of scene and I know it will :)
Happy summer everyone, hope you have a good one. ;)
-Jackie xx
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