Zayn Malik

Today's the day that a bradford boy was born and to think he turn's 20 a complete young-adult, it makes me feel so emotionally fragile. To tell you guys the truth I don't know how to start this post and luckily I build some courage on my own to write things out and it was hard for me because Zayn is one of the people that really inspired me to live more. When you look at him you just get drown into his eyes, oh those hazel brown eyes that stare on your soul, he was a dreamy guy but to me He's just that "Quotable boy" that you see on your facebook feeds and no its not a bad thing.

 Its January 12 and it just occurred to me that one of the love of my life is now turning 20, It may sound cliche but who cares right? It makes me teared up just imagining how everyone in this world gets to greet him on the internet and then there's his close friend or someone who he doesn't even know that pass him by in a store and greet him personally, do you get me? Its just I wanted to hug him so tightly and just thank him, how he changed my life for 2 years and how he manage to change my perspective in life, on how his smile lighten up my mood even on my worst day, he's truly my inspiration considering he have this bad boy image in  him, but "don't judge a book by its cover" right? so basically I'm really chuffed to continue this post as much as I can express my feelings into words which probably impossible because I just can't write everything in here but I'll try and get everything out :) and we're just getting started

 

 

He looks so good in a SnapBack

Zayn is one of those boys who you'll run into and help you with all those shopping bag you were carrying, that sweet and mysterious boy in class who stay on his desk and just sketch something on the back of his notebook. For two years that i have mentally known him by the internet which seems legit true, I can;t explain how I love this boy so much, the boy who hate dancing but post a video of himself dancing like a maniac, the boy who smoke and promise not to, the boy who have this great fashion sense but wore onesie (its not a bad thing ok), the boy who sometimes forgot to shave and the boy who I'm in love with, If i can just put all my feelings into words I would have written 100 pages on how I love this boy so much but I can't? right? but I'm trying my best just to show the world how this guy is so important to me, but they wouldn't understand anyway because you can't understand how someone's feel until you feel the same, and there was no explanation to what I feel.

We all have those people we treasured for lifetime right? well for me Zayn is one of them, I will treasure him like he's a good friend of mine, like those cliche story where you're best friend with your celebrity crush? yeah like that.

Zayn, he live his life for 20 years now and he is living the dream, the dream that first he scared to chase, that his mom needs to wake him up just so he can go to the audition, the dream he wants so badly but eventually WANTS to give up but continue anyways, the dream that made him meet this 4 lads that changes his life far from what he think it will, the dream that made every girl in the world proud because they met such an amazing person as this boy is, the dream that if he didn't chase or if he act stubborn on that day of the audition, I wouldn't know this wonderful boy who changes my life.
I am beyond proud of how much he has grown, grown into a fine young man who have this confidence in him, I'm proud how in just 2 years he achieve so many things that even himself can't believe.

 Zayn, you are now a young-adult there's so many things that are planned for you in the near future, so many task you need to take, because in real world its riskier and you need to fight for your own sake, but along the way your life takes you, .. We'll be there with you no matter what happens, we'll stay by your side through ups and down like a true fan do. We will always support you because you're still our Bradford bad boy :-)

Writing this post is so fun and so emotional, but it has to come to an end and FYI all the things that are written here can't compare to my whole feelings because obviously I told you guys that I can write 100 pages about how much I love and appreciate this boy. So i hope I give you guys some of my feelings toward this boy and that you'll love him too as much as I do.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ZAYN :-)
Lets all greet him, he deserve a world with a big smile so yeah? :)

I hope he'll have a blast today, make all the good things count so guys you'll be seeing more of Zayn in my other blog post so as the boys so keep tuned :)


(Playlist #2 My kind of love - Emeli Sande)