how to save a life

I really want to write this post yesterday, but too tired for me to type it, because i know all of you who knows me that whenever I get to post or write a blog about something I always end up writing it in more probable ways that is possible for me to express my feelings so basically this thoughts that you'll be reading after you saw this NEW POST (yay) will probably bore (some of you) and give you more idea's on what you really want to do in the near future. (hold the clues to your heads) 
Yesterday, I was at the mall with my grandma, we only did a window shopping, means we just look around in any store that catches our eyes but never buy anything because it's way too expensive for my liking. So yeah I just wanna add that up to this blog, I have written so many things that I know you guys can relate too or at least MIGHT relate too but anyways do you guys remember what I told you guys on my other blogs about how theres always that thought in your head that you just want to let out or speak the thoughts to everyone? seriously it always happened to me and it's getting creepier and creepier every single day but the only advantage of this little weird head of mine is that whenever someones experiencing something or someone's having this problem, my mind always come up with idea's to comfort those people even just in words which I really like, I love helping people specially when i know I can make a change into someone's life, as if you're one of those people who will speak for them.

There's this group of people who asked me about my blogs, like "where do you get your inspiration?" or something like "why do you write blogs" "when did you become a blogger?" so first, I think where I get my inspiration is from everything, like everything you just need to find the right words to it to write something relatable and add my friends and family, they're one of the "inspiration" if you may ask me, second, I write blogs because these days a lot of us teenager have lack of speaking our thoughts to the world or write ideas that we didn't know MIGHT change not one person, but our YOUTH that got wasted by Us, since I'm talking about this thing and I'm being smarty-pant to you guys, I'm gonna ask you ONE QUESTION and please think about it "do you want to be the change?" 

I'm not really going to give you guys a very long 'oh-so-novel" blog of mine for today because I'm not feeling well at all, like I have this massive headache and my eyes will seems to shut down now any minute and its very cold, the weather is being bipolar and I might love it but at this time I really really hate it, so yeah thats all for the whole january :) thank you guys for reading and think about it, you can always change the world, you may not notice it but in every word you say and every move you make, you save someone :)


to add this up I might give you guys a whole playlist where you can download it to your computer ;) tuned it xxx

(Playlist #5

I hope you like this, I'm in love with this song and Matt :) <3