so GUYS this is my second post for today, AND FYI for the first time in my whole existence I'm not tired and sleepy so I guess I'm on my sugar rush right now, basically you guys know my best friend(s) who I always talk to on twitter or either Facebook, like we tweet each other nonstop even though we see each other everyday considering we're all attending the same school
(most of them) but recently I have this feeling where I wanted to dedicate a blog to all the people who makes me happy because i think they don't understand how their presence mean so much to me. I'm really that "SWEET-SAPPY-HAPPY" girl that will write a book about you that consist 1000 pages if you want me too
(or we can make that 2000 lol no) but seriously I've been dreading to write this blog but haven't find some time to write it because 1. I'm so lazy 2. whenever I get the chance to write something there's always this thoughts that block my words and 3. I'm too lazy because my laptop is being a bitch to me
(sorry for the word) so yeah now that I get to explain everything ha ha ha.
This past few weeks, its like the universe loves me so much that I haven't encountered any trouble at all
(except for school works) while on the other hand 'I take advantage' to just focus on being happy like 'I AM SO HAPPY' everyday that i think some people or some of my friends think i look funny or what but no i think being happy makes you improve on your physical appearance that people think 'you're glowing' or 'blooming' but nah I'm just really happy that I realize I have so many things to be thankful for and people who's there for me everyday. Those people who made my 2012 happy and complete and hoping that my 2013 will be the same. To start of, yesterday I spend my whole morning to a group of weird girls
( hi Bea, Irish, Mika, Jaira) while we're walking on the side of the road because we're planing to eat in
Jollibee both Irish and Bea seems to act funnily which i find weird it's like me in a sugar rush or I can say 100x worst *laugh* but anyway we made it alive without pushing someone on the middle of the road or bump their head to a certain metal object that you might see around the street right? so yeah we eat happily like we always do, because FOOD makes them all sit in silence while I'm holding my laugh not to burst out because they'll ask me nonstop question on why or what. So yesterday was a good day for me maybe because I have this people surrounding me with good vibes and their presence makes me feel so happy and I can't explain why though.
It's really good to have best friend(s) specially when they're weird like you, those friends who will steal a piece of food in your plate while you're not looking, the friend who will make fun of you when you accidentally did something
EMBARRASSING (hi bea and Irish oh and lily) and tease you more, that you just want to punch them around their face to make them stop but ended up laughing hard too. those friends who will consult you if you're fine or what, those friends who will text you 'I miss you' or "I love you" because you didn't attend school. Or the one who will visit you at home without even asking for your permission.
For 14 years of my existence, I have learned to trust no one but myself, to choose who to trust, to be open minded through complicated things, to learn how to stand up for myself, and to be thankful for everything even the smallest things. I grew up, my parents taught me to
"never step on someone's feet" like you should respect everyone, including your enemies. Now that we're talking about my family, they're one of the special people who I would never EVER trade for anyone
(even for one direction lol)
My mom and I fight a lot, honestly but 'I love her as much' though, she's the nicest person ever, like whenever I make a decision I'll be like
'If my mom were in my position right now what would she do?' its like she's giving me this warm welcome whenever I fall down. I do adore her in every different way, she's like the best mom ever, she support me in every decision I make, even though I know a lot of people think that me and my brother are being a spoiled brat, come on people you don't get to live my life so why judge? and fyi its not that I can have everything doesn't mean I'm a spoiled brat and I CAN'T HAVE EVERYTHING, I just really annoy my mom and dad sometimes so they' can buy me something, to tell you guys whenever I want something I'll make sure first if I really love it and if that thing was useful for me, so when I'm 100% sure that I needed it of course I'll tell my mom or dad then if they really CAN afford it why not? but if they don't then I'll just wait or work hard for it, my mom is the kind of person who get shoved down on the floor but will stand up again, this time much better than she is.
My Dad on the other hand was like my best buddy ever, we make a joke that only us we'll understand, we talk about history like we're some kind of GENIUS which is far from that *laugh* no one will understands my dad's humor, like NO ONE he sings like he's praying or saying some ritual on the microphone
(hi dad i love you hahaha) but anyway he's the coolest guy ever, like I want to marry a guy like him
(eww that's so creepy i know) no doubt. He might have a bad temper but my dad is actually a softy
(sssh don't tell him that).
My parent's are actually my life, I would never be the same if it weren't for them, so thank god that I'm their daughter,
(lol I'm not being cocky here am I?)
I'm really thankful to these people who's there for me every time, without any hesitation I know they'll be there for me whenever I need someone, to rant to and to be happy with. They bring me happiness without even noticing it, Kylie who makes me laugh until I have a tears in my eyes, she's the person who I can trust whole. Deemple the person I can have fun with and cry tears with, Joanna the one who can make me smile with her smile, Alyson the person who I adore because of her braveness, Jaira that smarty pants I can laugh with and be true with, Rachel the one who you can lean on anytime, Hannah oh banana I can't describe how funny you are *hint sarcasm* joking! I love how much you care and how stubborn you are sometimes *le fifty sh-* oh boy hahahaha, Mika you're always there for me like anytime even though you always tease me *cough* i love you, Maya even though we never hang out anymore I know you're still there for me i love you weirdo, Irish you're such a loud one and i love you, you're there for me through hard and good times you're a good best friend, and Bea oh bah your obsession on bieber is getting higher and higher every passing day haha you are just like me now, you're all gorgeous and you're all a good best friend to me, so I just want to squish you guys in a one big hug. You're all there for me so I just want you guys to know that I'll be here for you guys through difficulty that you may encounter. :)
Some people leave and some people stay, and I know that someday you'll be just a random memory to me- but don't make me go there. I love you guys and this blog can't explain everything because you know that I can write and write through passing day that i might written a 100 page on how much i love you guys.
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| Treasure your friends as if they're treasure |
I have never ever met someone like this people in my entire life, I may forgot this weirdo's along the path that I'll take in the future but i know I'll keep this memory for a lifetime and I wish they'll do the same. All this special people who I can't get mad with no matter how hard I try to control it. I always end up loving them more each day and I know from what it takes I will make some new memories with them bad or good, it doesn't matter, just being with theses happy people makes me happy too.
We're weird, we have our own typical jokes, we share each others food, and we share memories that no one can take. We may fight sometimes, have drama's, get caught up in someone's lives, fall in love, cry, encounter a problem, misunderstood each other, we'll get through everything together. Because looking at that 4 walls around us everyday, keeping us one, even though we hate school so much, we'll look back later on, we'll miss our drama, our free days where we chat, Because in those 4 walls, we learn to make friends, to love, and to accept someone's differences. :)
(Playlist #4:
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