There is nothing to fix

I only got my mini combat boots from a thrift shop ;)

This is my first fashion blog like 'WHAT?' i know right? I'm not really a professional when it comes to this but anyway I tried ok, I promise I did but I look really awkward on every picture but anyway I just shoot my first scene for our "Noli Me Tangere" movie project, and it's my first experience, I mean I don't ACT or SING or anything but to tell you it's not really that hard, maybe at first you think 'oh everyone's gonna see me act, I'm gonna make a fool out of myself' but nah it's ok to make a mistake or to stuttered a bit at first but when you get on to the scene, it's really fun specially whenever someone made a mistake then laugh it off as the crew laugh too. and it really fun to work with those people who you can always laugh with like whenever you stuttered they'll force a laugh or hold a bickered because you might make a mistake, but too late you laugh along with them :)

Socially Awkward

long hair don't cerrrr 

Today I realise something that I wanted to share with you guys, I learned that 'not all the people you trust are the truest one, not all the people you hate actually don't hate you, not all the people who smile at you means it and the people who gives you space? are those fake ones' you never know, people can confuse the hell out of me sometimes, they'll give you a sideway glance then after a cold shoulder. You might think that its funny how some people overreact over things like this right? well wrong. Stating a fact doesn't give that an 'exaggeration' feeling, i think its more like 'you care and you understand' kinda feeling. As much as possible I don't want to feel like I trust too much that some people take advantage to it and make it a way to destroy what I had given them 'trust' like having that person to like you then taking that person away from the reality. What I feel? BETRAYED. 

So i hope you guys will have a good weekdays, because I think this week? I'll just be happy and not care what other people think about me or some stuffs that doesn't concern me.



Playlist: ▲ Same Mistakes - One Direction

Let It Be

do you sometimes feel like, you help other people but when you're the one who's in need, no one's there for you? theres no "are you ok?" or "is everything fine?" because I know we all do, this life has so much to offer than just good things, they said 'why does god take the innocent one?" because life is not fair when you're finally happy and contented, its never easy, to live in the world where people grow up knowing that everyone have their own 'happy ending' that everyone believes in 'fairy tale'

this world exist as a world full of wonderer, wondering where life takes them.

Life can be sometimes a little bit of chocolate and chips? you know what i mean? those moments where

everything seems great and perfect and then there will be a add up to that and make it 100x better but then life gets bitter, it will ruin the fun and challenge you into a rope dance, pulling you into a new path that your force to take.

I learned that never take your guard down, this world is full of people, people you can trust, and those people you can't, because you never know whats there behind those closed doors. 

we forgot who 'god' is what 'god' does, because we're all too blinded by all these good things

that he gave us, think of it this way, life wants us to help other people when we did what comes next? good karma? NO life only want us to understand what this world has to offer, good or bad its never the answer, its always 'what you want?' and 'what we need' to believe in god is just the same.

we come across some trial along the way, but we should never EVER give up, one down won't make us the loser, so why not stand up and be a better person, the person you've always wanted.

one of my favourite line from TPBW, this sums up everyones feeling, like 'I'm fine maybe not today but tomorrow I just need to take this all because I know I'll be OK again' you know that feeling where everything seems blurry because life is giving you hard times? yeah I know you do, but honey don't worry it might get tougher than this but it will always end up fine. you'll be fine without those people who forgot about you, those people who backstabbed you, those things that makes you sad and those people who insult you, don't worry you did nothing wrong you did absolutely fine, its just, life tested you and you need to take the lesson from it. 

To tell you guys, Me? I don't think of sad thoughts (lies) i do sometimes, but whats the point in being unhappy, sad, depress, and lonely? when there are things around you that can make you happy? like hot chocolate and a cup of tea when its raining, the sound of the raindrops, books, music, clothes, cats (add this to your list peasant, cat is love lol) chocolates, nature, friends and family. See I can't even name all the things that can make you happy because you just need to find it and focus on positive things. Its ok to have negative thoughts sometimes but always end it with happy thoughts, never sleep at night with a sad face :(:) just think "tomorrow is another day" and I promise it will be a better today for you baby :) 

"everything will be fine honey, you know it will" 

Tips to become happy

▲ Start your day with a big smile

▲ Think of something cute (totally recommended: CATS)

▲ Drink a cup of tea when you got home from school (or coffee)

▲ Stay positive the whole day

▲ Play a sport you love and focus on it

▲ have a good chit-chat with your best friend(s)

▲Read a book

▲spend some time with your family

▲listen to music

▲ AND THINK THIS IS A RAINBOW POST YAY

(the up triangle yay, hipster jackie attacks) I hope this helps you feel a little better, just don't be afraid to tell others what you feel. and if you need someone to talk to or a listener I'm always her for you darling :) 

  - Jackie :) xx

Romeo&Juliet

Wild Fox

I found this lookbooks that gives me all the love that we all need

this one is "what if romeo and juliet both survived?" 

(pictures are from wild fox)

enjoy the storyyyy ;) <3

- Jackie xx