Happy Mother's Day!

Happy Mother's day to the most beautiful and coolest mom on the planet, my mother :)

It's been 15 years since you gave birth to me, and I still can't thank you enough for all the things you have given and shared with me, you were always there when I need someone, when I can't stand up for myself, you out stand every mother on this earth for being the most caring mother. You're the person who I know will always accept me through all the mistakes that I've made in my life.

Thank you for being my strength when I'm weak, thank you for understanding me as I struggle through my teenage years, even though everyone has turn their backs on me you're still there stood firmly on the ground with arms wide open, I can't even thank you enough for all the things that you have done for me and for our family, you are the kind of person that I wanted to be, maybe someday

Thank you for being the best mom that jersey and I could asked for, thank you for supporting me throughout my decision whether its bad or good, but I learned my lesson and I did shared that with you. I know how much efforts you put on just to give us the life that you told us you never had, you have always been my one and only hero. You thought me to never rely on anyone because in the end the only person you can count on is yourself  and you proved that to me, you're a strong woman and I bet anyone who heard/knows your story will be amaze too on how much you work hard just to be where you are, thats what makes you a total supermom for me :) 

Everyone who knows or closes to you admires you, I know that for sure, because regardless what everyones say to you, you can still smile. I can't even thank lord enough because he had given me a perfect and strong mother like you, seeing you smile is one of the amazing thing that I could've ask. I've seen you overcome the trials and tribulations thrown at you, but your still smiling brightly and head held high like no one can ever withdrawn you, not even any superhero's, I was in awe at you. For many bad things that we both overcome and all those atrocious times, we had learned every single life lesson that is what life has to offer to us and shared it with each other.

You're too nice mom, even grandma and dad always reminds you that too. You let other people hurt you and make pass at you, you let them stomp you off, but I realise you wouldn't be who you are right now if it wasn't for all those people with their shallow reasons to hate on you. One or two things that I learned from you 'never out down to their levels' and I truly understand what you meant by that, I remember that one time where all my so called friends turn their backs on me? and said nasty and incredulous things on the internet and even in person to me, you were there backing me up and comforting me when all I do is cry thats when I realise I don't need those backstabbing people I still have you and I hope you do know that when everyone turn their backs on you even the whole world I'll always accept and be there for you. 

You're a good example for a woman who was working hard for a living (I know every mom does but you're just that different) and I've seen you working everyday and night, and sometimes you rant about how some people can be so selfish and mean and how stress you are at work, you know what mom? I can't thank them enough because of their shallow and ridiculous reasons to make your life miserable you gained knowledge and wisdom from them and some are now handed to me. Don't let them criticise you, the people who tried to make you miserable are just those low class people. I know I haven't been the best daughter, with my mood swings and frankness and I always smart talk to you, and I'm sorry for behalf of it but I make mistakes too and you understand that too well enough to give me a pep-talk. But even through my imperfection you still love me unconditionally and I can't explain how much I love you, thank you for sharing all this good things with me and jersey, all the things I wrote above this is just half of things I am thankful for because clearly If i listed all of it I would waste a day to spend my time doing nothing at all so instead bare with all of this.

We've shared a plenty of good memories with each other, obviously it was one of the best time aI've ever spend my days with anyone, you always told me that,"I'm boring to be with" but no, maybe sometimes yeah but I love hanging out with you more than my friends. 

Thank you mom for being you, thank you for understanding my unpredictable mood swings, thank you for teaching me some good lessons in life, just thank you for being there, I hope you know that you mean the world to me and even though you grow old and grey I will still be here for you, someday I might not be the same little girl anymore I will be the person who will take care of you and make your dreams come true, I will make you proud because right now, I've always been so proud of you. I love you so much and this pass few days have been so hard for you and I understand it, don't worry we all make mistakes mom, I don't expect you to be perfect I just want you to be open minded to all the decisions I've made and will made in the future, I want you to understand me and thats what I'm doing to all your decisions in life too. I will always be here for you through tears and laughter :) 

Happy Mother's Day Mommy! Have a nice day I love you! xx

And to all lovely mothers out there 'happy mother's day' stay awesome xx

-Jackie