Eye of the tiger

I rarely don't do this but I did anyway right? And it's been awhile since I wrote a blog so here I am sitting here, don't know what to write maybe because theres nothing to write at all. I'm still depress about the two events that I let passed this month first the 'Wanderland' and 'The Circuit Fest' but I promise myself that I won't let it happen again maybe the next wanderland event I'll be there with some of my close friends and just enjoy the indie bands that I will surely love since I have a taste of a little bit of jamming session on some 2 Door Cinema Club.

But thats really not the point of this blog, lately I've been receiving hate and rude comments on my ask.fm account and I don't actually mind them but last week it really gets out of hand and it really does hurt me that some people actually think of me as a bad person which I highly think is not really true, I did my very best to be the person that I've always wanted to be and thats a girl who see good things in everything specially on people but lately some people proven me that not everyone can see good things in life and I pity those people, you can't fix yourself breaking someone else, you can only do good things for yourself which is to work hard achieving your goals in life not wasting time sending hate comments on someone behind those computer screen.

I think its pathetic how some people can actually do stuff or say stuff like that on someone, you don't know what they're going through yet you still send hate comments, thats nice of you. I already get through this kind of stuffs and I won't let it happen again, not this time that I know it'll break me. Those people who still send hate because of their shallow reasons and pathetic excuses, I hope you know how much words can hurt other people but I guess you'll never learn until it happens to you. But theres always a hope if you think you're not your best then work hard on being the best instead of lurking and sulking behind those screens and doing useless stuffs that you don't noticed can put someone else life in danger. Stop hating and start loving. There are a lot of good things that life has to offer to you and to everyone else who loses hope on getting better. You can always change, for better or worst in the end good things will come to you, you just need to learn in the hard way.

I know I'm not the very best person, I'm sarcastic all the time, I have my mood swings, I can be a bitch sometimes but thats only a little part of me that you know, so you can't actually judged me because of this, i know if you knew me personally maybe I can accept the fact that you hate me but you're a complete anon, and thats what hurt the most. 

I don't quite believe on explaining myself to an anon who clearly doesn't listen to me, but I do find my way out of trouble, recently I deactivated my ask.fm account (this morning) and you know what i feel when I did? it feels great i don't know why but I know one thing for sure, I'm tired of explaining things to a strangers who don't have better things to do with their life than just sulking and hating, it is pretty obvious that I am pissed off but a nice person I am, I ignored some anon too and it really feels nice to have some of my close friends to talk to when in times like this. It just shows how love and hate can divide one person into a whole person (i hope you guys gets my drift there) 

I have better things to do than just to sit around and visit all these social networking sites so, yes I may deactivate my twitter and Facebook and some account that I have, I'll give myself some break to all this riot that are going on in every sites, but hopefully it will all get better soon.

People will send you hate and awful stuffs, calls you name and such but don't let it affect you. I don't take rude comments seriously because If I let it get to me then it won't go away and I'll just torture myself thinking about it which sometimes I do but I DON'T, because no matter what we do 'internet is still internet'. The Internet is a really big part of my life, I met so many people around the world who I've cherish and love as a friend, but sometimes you gotta do your own thing and start living. Real world awaits you, yes internet is all you can asked for but the thing is, it will not always be there for you It's magical and everything is digital but sometimes you gotta distance yourself. If someone is mean to you over the internet or send you hate and rude comments just ignore it and blocked the anon, don't waste your time on those kind people because once you do, you will only let a day passed by while you can live your life peacefully.

I know you guys sometimes misinterpret my sarcastic comments and such and I'm sorry for that, I have my mistakes but that doesn't mean you can take someone on pedestal and send hateful things on them. In a matter of times in the future you'll learn how things work over the internet and me, in such a young age have known what its like to be on the centre of someones life as a threat and I am also sorry for behalf of it. I always thought that maybe being anti-social is good but it's really not and I hope you guys understand that the fact that internet can damage you is a pretty obvious and serious problem.

I advice to all my readers who are experiencing cyberbullying, just blocked the anon or person and just ignored it like don't even think about it instead go out and have fun, live your life and start socialising with people, life is too short to waste it on people who clearly don't have anything to do. Always have fun and see good things in everything I promise it will all work out in the end, it always will. So long this turns out to be a rant and I'm sorry about that, I'll take a break from the internet for while. Bye guys i love you all xx