Every single day, children dies. Lack of sleep, lack of food to eat and shelter to go home, at the young age they have experience this circumstances, they struggle to live everyday even knowing that they can die any minute now because they don't have enough energy to live in place where all you see is people and land. no two story houses, no healthy food and no medicine while us on the other hand is living in the bliss of the wind, going out with friends, eat good foods, spend a lot of money, relax and sleep all day in a comfortable bed. Maybe we are the change
We, the people who can make a change can do something about it, instead of spending this plenty of money to waste maybe we can help those people who's in need, who struggle through tears and pain of living and to those who's worth a living. We all need to wake up from this beautiful dream with all rainbows and sunshine and we need to see the damage the we also cause. They need us, they pray for us, they smile for us even through pain, why can't we help them and do something for them.
Do something for the mankind, do something that will make you happy, do something that will MAKE A CHANGE.
This children need us, they need our love, they need our help. We should all open our eyes to see that theres a big hole in this life and we need to fix it, even the one piece of clothing can make a change, even one piece of bread can make a change. Seeing this children smile makes my heart swell, they look so bright even with those barefoot feet, those rug clothes they wear, they look happy.
I want to make a change, I want to save someones life, I maybe young and naive but i know I CAN we all can, no matter how much you tell me I'm too young I don't care, because all i need is to see this kid live their life with a big smile on their face even though it's a hard life because beautiful clothes, shinny shoes, soft bed and big house can't make you feel like your on the top of the world, what matters are the people who surround you and entertain you, we need to see the right deal out of life and this kid open a new perspective in mine, they made me see how important to live, how one death can cause and how sacrifice appreciated. They give me hope and I'll give them mine.
A text can make a difference (text 'yes' to +44 70005) or donate here http://www.rednoseday.com/donate ) its worth it. Make a difference, make a change, save children's life.
First things first, I'M EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE right now, anyway yes your guess is right I finally finished the book 2 and *le cries* I don't know what to say, I was holding my breathe for quite long now after finishing this book, its like my butt is on fire because on how intense the acting, words and everything in the book, I was going insane like 'what the hell is happening' and I swear to man MICHELLE HODKIN LOVES CLIFFHUNGER ENDINGS why? WHY are you doing this to us, I start reading this last night and its creeps me out, it gives me goosebumps, this book scares me because Jude is stalking Mara and the picture of mara sleeping O M G
well to those who already read the book 1 'the unbecoming of mara dyer', you might not want to read any further now because SPOILERS ALERT sorry but I must do this, I don't have anyone to rant to, with all these crazy feelings building up inside me after reading this god damn book. So well on the first chapter I was like 'this is all talking and talking' then it become a wildfire burning everything inside me, like NOAH SHAW are you for real because I'd tap that ((sorry)) but seriously his character becomes mysterious every single chapter then boom you'd forget about that and focus on Mara, Mara I don't really know what to say as I said before in other chapter you'll think she's not mental then in other chapter she had lost it. Like you can't make up your mind but I swear she's not mental, Jude touches her, Noah saw Jude, Jude is one of those weird teenager like Noah and Mara who have this ability to heal and to cause death.
I was at the edge of my seat reading the scene where Noah and Mara were both keep throwing banter to each other, I'm praying 'kiss, kiss, kiss' then noah have to be himself and pulled away because Mara's afraid of hurting him, we all know Noah can sense everything, Mara's feelings, thought and everything it was amusing.
Everything about this book is well written, Michelle Hodkin is a good damn writer. She keeps us on edge in every chapter of the book, it gives us mystery like we're on the book and that we're helping Mara to solve her untold true stories and how she can get the life she had, or how she can be fixed, but Noah said "because Mara, you're not broken" so... I think the only thing she can do is embrace it like Noah is doing but unfortunately I'm still not sure about this whole 'Noah issues' because it's not the end of the book, theres still book 3 which I can't wait to read like' seriously.
In this book you'll cry, you'll laugh, you'll fall in love, and you'll get to relate to each one of the character, because in this story every character have their own MYSTERIOUS SIDE which will want you to want more of this book. So anyway back to the spoiler alert so I thought Mara is going mental maybe she's doing this all, then theres this big twist (as I mentioned on my previous book review) Dr.Kelly (read the series or die lol joke) was *drum roll* sorry but to respect Ms.Hodkin I won't tell you about the big twist because OBVIOUSLY you wouldn't want to read it :( so what I can tell you is that YOU'LL CRY FOR SURE specially on the scene where Daniel is giving a speech to Mara on how 'she's little mom's princess, but thats ok she's my favourite too' phrase I was in hysteric like I can make an ocean through my tears, and I really want a brotherly-sister relationship like that. *sigh*
Someone asked me if the 'Evolution of Mara Dyer' picks up to the 'Unbecoming of Mara Dyer' well yes It does I mean its TRILOGY it means it should be connected to each one. So anyway I don't want to give you guys some more spoiler because I don't wanna ruin this to you after all this is an amazing book and really worth to read, so I really suggest you guys to read it and have the same feelings I felt after reading this series.
I just imagine Noah and Mara like this
I just realise how often a series can be so connected to each one sometimes, like In the first series you love or you grown to the character then after the sequel its like falling apart, which I think will happen to Hunger Games (sorry hunger games fans) but this book didn't let me down, the Noah on the first book is the one I fell in love with then on the book 2 I learn to love his character more, His and Mara's relationship is only getting stronger and stronger and I know on the book 3 something will happen even though I told you guys that something happened to *beep* sorry need to do that but anyway I'll list the things I love about this book and how it will intrigue you to read this. ;)
Things I Love about this book
▲How the character is build up and well written
▲The concept of the story suits you/me/them
▲How Noah Shaw is a god damn messy, beautiful and smart human being
▲Theres always this twist and turn to every chapter
▲It gives you a mix feelings, devastated and ruined
▲Mara and Noah's relationship is too adorable and sexy at the same time
▲It will leave you to edge of your seat
▲the whole book is well written, beautiful words and such is undeniable
▲You can relate into some part specially when it comes to Mara's family
▲ I think the whole story is actually a mystery and romance
▲I like how theres a bit of Sci-Fi in here
▲It can lead me into a confusion and then realisation
▲I love how its kinda creepy and thrilling
▲WELL THE AUTHOR IS SO AMAZING, I LOVE MICHELLE OK
Quick facts: Mara means Lord of death or Goddess of Death while Noah is the only male human to survive the flood and he saved all the animal and OMG ADKGJLSTHPOSVGTS it all clicks to me, I don't know ok I just notice this things partially to my dismay it might be connected maybe thats why on the book the old lady and the boy called her 'mara' but she never met them O M G 10 points for me *clap hands*
I hope I can share some of my undying love for this book to you guys in the near future, *crossed finger* I recommended this book to you like BADLY :) thank you for taking some time to read my blogs i love you guys x
I want to share this to you guys, Gabrielle Aplin she's the second of the best vocalist out there
for me I guess because first Birdy ya know ;) so here is it, hope you enjoyed it <3
I don't really know what to post because I ran out of idea and plus it's not an interesting week for me, all i did was lay around, watch the sunset, watch TVD (the vampire diaries) and eat and read books, maybe because I'm too lazy I never feel productive like maybe once a month but not too often, so everyones asking me if what fashion trend I prefer? I think i prefer boyish type or high street fashion like in the picture (up there you lazy people) the one kylie is wearing the utility shirt or a camo, I've been dreading to find this piece of clothing like come on its high fashion well for me it is, so anyway I have this obsession on high socks and leather jacket plus a band shirt, and no don't look at me and tell me 'it's so hipster' because actually it is kinda, maybe I don't know haha oh well
I visit Kendall & Kylie's clothing line online store and as I open the page I lay my eyes on this beautiful sweatshirt/long sleeve fleece and 'oh my gosh' I swear my eyes keep staring at it and my hand seems to automatically lingered to the screen like 'I want to grab it to kendall, I don't care if she get naked but I want this piece of goddess' kind of reaction, I know right? just look at the fabric of clothing that sweatshirt is made from, it looks so soft and warm in the body but then 'JACKIE ITS ALMOST SUMMER' but who cares? I mean i know a lot of us (most of us) tend to follow the season of fashion but nah you don't have too, what you need is to dress like you not everyone else
one of the fab clothing goodness that kylie wear, I really like how when you look at it, you'll be like 'its so normal and boring' but really it's not, tip to make this a fun ready-to-wear? try adding some arm candy and maybe a jeans will do? or the cut out jeans? then wear a plain black flats or a combat boots ;)
those who knew me too well knows my obsession to an ombre blouse or a jeans blouse/blouse right? well guess what I just saw on Kendall & Kylie's collection, *drum roll* this bleached washed out blouse, it looks so good on kendall but I think Kylie can pull it off with a black jeans and her signature combat boots or some of her baby collection, but anyway its kendall jenner duh she can wear anything she likes and will still look awesome on it! I'm really proud of this girls, I've watch them turn into someone big and now look at them :) <3
So thats all for today, I hope you guys enjoy my oh-so-fashion-talk which turns out to be a nonsense talk but anyway I hope you guys have a good weekdays ahead of you, chin up buttercup :)
oh and when I finish reading the 'evolution of mara dyer' I'll post my continuation of my book review.
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One of the places I've been dreaming of is "New York City" short as NYC, city of dreams and the city that never sleeps, I can Imagine people walking down on the side of the road, imagine 4.9 million people who rides New York subway each weekday, you can see all these high building that surrounds you, all the big billboard glued to each one of it and the best part? when the sun goes down you can just sit in one of the near coffee shop you stop by and watch the lights one by one to turn on and be mesmerised on how beautiful it looks, the green, red, blue and orange lights, the car passing by, you can hear people chatting (not in a nosy way), and people walking pass by you without even noticing that 'you can't notice everything that surrounds you when you're in a big city with all these busy people.
I think no matter what I see in my surroundings, it will matter to me, because this is where I grew up but one thing that occurred to me when I start having a mind of my own, and thats to experience new things and to do things for myself, I want to live in a different environment like... here all I see is 'faces of people' that i never had the chance to talk to because I don't know how to or maybe because they don't want to and you start to see how their life changes over a year because you grew up on the same town but have a total different lifestyle, so I decided that 'New York' is probably my first 'city' that I will visit someday or maybe I might stay there for a good long time, who knows right?
I can just imagine myself living there, with 5 cats and I have my own flat where I can just watch the sea of people weaving, people who walk aside of the road, the yellow cab, the rose-colored glass looks like when its night and you can just imagine yourself walking and wandering around this beautiful city, meet new friends and just go to every store you see.
There are a lot of reasons why I love or love to live in New York someday, because I'm a night person and this city fits directly to me it wouldn't be called 'city that never sleeps' without this unending of strangers walking around even though it's pass 12 or these lights that goes on and off, all this various of coffee shops and shops that are open 24/7 , you just can't get enough of this city
Oh and don't forget the filming of horror movies and chick-flicks that are set in this city, broadway and such. When an opportunity opened for me to live in this city, I would grab it and shook my head as If I was insane because thats how I love to try living in this jungle city, noises of cars and people talking nonstop. I will find a good flat where theres a good view of the city and a good work for me.
I actually love saving some pictures of these city's and its bokeh, the lights and the people who is actually a stranger in the picture, i just can't stop imagining every city that have this qualification of 'long walk' 'light nights' 'indie music' stuff thingy. Plus New York is the city where a lot of professional models live in, all these high fashion designer who work their arse off, so this is one of the main reason why I love New York, and its great to live in a city where people are minding their own business and such. (all the pictures I used are from tumblr)
"You know the feeling where you're sad? The worst kind of sad where you wish you could something but you can't, because you know it was what you are feeling at the moment that even though you smiled it away it won't fade away, because that sadness becomes you. It will eat you alive, it becomes the whole you, you'll learn to love and savour the feelings of being alone and sad you will push people away, you will be devastated over little things, you will hate people and worst? You'll hurt those people who loves you. But what can you do, this world is full of people who fake everything just to fit in, to become one of those people who wear pink, who wear heals, who go to parties every night, who play football, and who people love. So try not to fit in, try to find yourself, your own group of people who understands you, and best? Those people who TRIED to understand you because those people are the best one among the people you will meet along the way of finding who you really are. It's not an option for you to take but a choice for you to make. "
this blog was inspired by a certain book, and I know all of you can relate to
I hope you'll try to understand the meaning of those words that you stumble through my blogs.
Because I was here to inspire people at my age to do their very best to live their life, young, peaceful, fun and happy :)
I am now addicted to this book, it got me thinking about the whole thing that was going on in the book on how Mara and Noah found out what is wrong with them and how they managed to settle things out, how they have this weird connection to each other, I was really intrigue to read this, like I have found out this book on this website where I visit sometimes when I have time, I don;t want to give any more personal information about the site but, they have recommended me so many good books based on the author I like, like Marley Gibson and John Green and many of the outstanding author that exist out there, so basically this book have caught my eye, yes maybe because it was the mysterious cover but the 'tittle' it was the one that gives me motive to read this, 'UNBECOMING' its like losing yourself which we all can be connected to this certain word.
I don't really want to give you guys some bookworm talk about this whole facade book but, seriously I finished it within 24 hours and I didn't even tear my eyes apart from it, it was like glued to every paragraph written in every pages, I feel like vomiting when the crime scene was described, it was disgusting but honestly it was fascinating to see that a book gives me so much feels, you know what I mean? the first time I fell in love with a fictional character is 'Noah' from The Notebook and Taylor from 'The Ghost Huntress' then theres new generation Christian Grey right? but this book Noah Shaw have given me much more than the tittle of being 'Noah Shaw', like whenever he was described of how he talk about english and history its like, he's real like somewhere out there, theres a real Noah Shaw but thats impossible, yup i know I don't want to expect anything from it.
The way mara hallucinated things, like about her burn arm and how she has nightmares at nights, I can't put a finger to the whole 'crazy mara' thing because Michelle Hodkin is kinda giving us the reader a few perspective like in the other chapter you'll think 'oh mara's crazy she have lost it' and the other chapter 'no mara's not crazy she's just mara' like WHAT? i know i'm confuse as hell too because all the way to the chapter 30 I know that Mara is not crazy but she's weird in a way where she see things and experience a dramatic fall every time she got this 'flashbacks' in her head. Mara and Noah found out that they have this same weird things that are going on with them but decided not to tell anyone because DUH but seriously I love how they help each other.
I have never love a fictional character the way I love 'Noah' (*cough* Augustus sorry) but seriously Noah Shaw? if I can describe him I will but thats too much, because Noah is kinda hard to describe but as Mara said 'A little bit messy' right, so Noah is that Bad Boy + The boy next door type ha i said it :) there yah go I have said what kind of boy is Noah and he is very charming I may add, the way he'll put a fight just for Mara and the way he cares and plus he's pretty funny If i say so myself.
Anyway, on the last part of the story, Mara saw Jude (her pervert ex-boyfriend) and he's alive, and it clicked to me, what if Jude know's Noah from the first place? and what if Mara doesn't have powers what if someone is behind all this killing thing? hah? What if mara's crazy? I don't really know the whole story from part 1 of the book its all confusing, tragic but fantastic.
I think Michelle Hodkin will have this big twist on part 2 and I heard that part 3 of the book will be released on October, 22, 2013 and I am beyond excited to read the part three even though I still haven't read the part 2 *sigh* I really need the part 2 because I heard that something bad will happen to Noah and no don't look at me I'm emotionally fragile, I mean WHY? what happened? what did mara do? why is she in a mental hospital? Is jude alive? does Daniel know the whole thing? what happened to the murderer? Ugh I'm so messed up whenever I read a certain book that gives me this whole feelings. I need the book two and I promise when I read the book 2 I'll give all the explanation that you guys will understand and this blog is not really explaining things on what happened in a 500 pages of the book but really this book is intriguing and I recommended this to all the teens out there, maybe this is kinda mysterious type and not the whole teenager book, but you won't regret it and I never failed when it comes to recommending a book ;)
I hope you guys enjoy this book review, and remember 'theres no such thing as 'bad book' :)
Happy Weekends everyone and Happy 19th Birthday to you baby (Harry Styles)
