So I have like 12 request from some of you guys to post my top 15 song I love listening to? right? so here is it I hope you enjoy this :)
15. Change your life - little mix
(this girls are fantastic)
14. Swim Good - Frank Ocean
(this is a good tune)
13. Autumn Leaves - Ed Sheeran
(my all time favourite)
12. Come on get higher - Matt Nathanson
(this is a good song and just listen to his voice)
11. It hurts me - Elvis Presley
(this always ease me up from my problem)
10. God put a smile on my face - Cold Play
(I can't stop listening to this, Cold Play is really my vibe, they are brilliant)
9. Don't Judge Me - Chris Brown
(this song fits me really badly)
8. Grow up and be kids - The Cab
(my jammmm)
7.Falling into place - The Afters
6. Free Fallin' - John Mayer
(ahh gosh this is like my favourite)
5. Lucky Ones - Lana Del Rey
(she's precious ok)
4. She's not afraid - One Direction
(this describe me perfectly)
3. Our Song - The xx
(this gives me goosebumps, i love them)
2. These Streets - Paolo Nutini
(I love him to death he's amazingly talented)
1. Primadonna - Marina and The Diamonds
and Im gonna add one more song ;)
0. Skinny Love - Birdy
(i love her to death)
Basically guys I have like 100 songs I wanted to share with you guys but that will take long enough to post so heres my 15 or 16 songs :) I will do this eventually hope you guys like it :) xxx
This past few days, I've been experiencing a bad headache, so it was hard for me to write or post something, so here I am writing this nonsense post. Basically I always end up not posting something maybe because I'm too scared on what you might think of me.
I don't really like going out that much, I'm an indoor person you can say, and as much as possible I don't like getting involved into someones fight or argument, and I also avoid on being a Centre of attention, but lately I have this kind of thinking why all of us suddenly like 'books, old music, and sports" i mean just because someone loves those weird stuff and things and they do things like want to read books and play volleyball doesn't mean you need to do it too, be your own person. You may have a freedom to do so, and have yourself to do it, find your own self, your likes and dislikes not die a copy. To be honest it was really irritating how some people can't even do things properly for themselves like grow up, your you, you need to understand your own value than let other people live your life. You should be thankful that you're young because I know a lot of old or adult wants to change time so they can do the right things that us CAN.
But anyway I'll just need to rant about being a 'copy cat' because as you guys said it was the new trend and you can hear me vomit because of that. So none of you guys know that I'm really addicted to 'Lana Del Rey' right? so here I am declaring my undying love to this woman who I really adore, she's so flawless and oh her voice, it's so indie. Yes some people actually like POP, ROCK, and RNB type of music i mean, I also do but I really love indie music like Lana and Birdy and oh don't forget Ed and alternative kind of music one of my favourite is "John Mayer" oh my gosh he's the legend and The Beatles and The Rolling Stone I don't know but I really really love them. :)
thats all for today guys :) thank you for reading and visiting my blog
Some of you guy's might know Bea, on my other blogs I told you about how my friends and I have this weird connection to each other, well in fact we also have a weird relationship that only us can understand like, me and Bea are in a relationship but not on WHAT YOU THINK it is *laugh* it was more of a sister slash best friend relationship, all of us have this kind of thing so it's not really weird.
Me and Bea may fight sometimes, include the jealous factory and trust issues but that's what makes our friendship more stronger, and we learn to let each other have some space but thats one thing we really never want to do, to give each others some space because mine and bea's including some of my friends we really want to be there for each other specially when someones having a tough life. This past few months mine and bea's relationship is always at its best like we never really had this serious best friend fight like before and I'm relief of that because I can never go a day without talking to her, she's the best listener out there so is (irish, mika and hannah), Bea is the kind of girl who you met at the first time but feels like you already know her, she's the kind of girl everyone get jealous of, she's the girl you'll love even in her weirdest state, she's the girl who you can always lean on, she may come of a bitch sometimes but thats how she really is, Irish and Bea have this weird atmosphere with them like whenever they entered the door its like "The party has come bitches"
We have this weird conversation over twitter like everyday, as I said we miss each other too much that we tweet each other even though we see each other everyday in school, I was amused how she has come up to her senses and entered to a "Fangirl Life" like me, so it was easier for us to communicate with each other, not that we don't understand each other its just that we see things differently and I think thats one thing that keep us have this friendship that I know I'll keep for a lifetime.
Bea is always there for me whenever I needed someone, she's there to put a big smile on my face and wipe the tears on my cheeks, She may not be the best person when it comes to giving advice but she can always make me laugh with her corny remarks. I want to be there for her too, I want to be the one to make her all smiley all day, it maybe cliche but its how I feel, I love this gal too much, she's one of the reason why I walk on this earth (no I do not worship anyone) she gives me hope. We may have a bit of a fight here and there but the next day we make up, we don't want something to stop or ruined our friendship.
You know that best friend you have? who you can always be weird with, crazy with and have fun with? well I'm now presenting you my bah "Beatriz Matos" we always end up laughing without any reason like we joke around but never understand the joke, because it was never funny it was rather corny. She always complained about how she's hungry and wants to eat or she's bored, but thats who bea is, she devour food like it was a treasure, a treasure that goes down to her stomach *laugh*
I love bea so much, and I know we may encounter some tough times along the way this year we'll get over it. We will stand up for one another, we will have fun, we will do weird things together, and we will have more "Potato jokes" to tell others.
This is for our anniversary, January,18,2012 so it was rather a late post, Sorry so I want you guys to understand how a best friend have this big impact into your life, you may not notice it but you get to be the better person you are when you're with them. :) always treasure those people who have given you so much reason to smile and to live life.
"I learned never to judge anyone. I met a women who had been through so much that I couldn't even imagine" - Demi Lovato
Some of you may have known that one of my inspiration in Hollywood industry is Demetria Lovato who is also known as 'Demi Lovato' she's like the bomb of the whole young and adult female population in our generation, I mean if you haven't watch her 'Stay Strong' story you should because it will make you be more confident and strong, it will give you hopes and make you chase your dreams like what she did, she did the best she can just to be where she is right now.
A lot of people may think that she's always happy and smiley on the camera but guys what you didn't know is that before she gets to that happy mood,she has encountered so many problems that teens now is struggling with, which I on the other hand recommended you to watch her story, It will make you cry like you just want to crawl up in a ball and just cry because of how she manage to stand up after falling down, in her state i think she have proven us on how to be strong and confident, that we shouldn't mind what other people think because in the end who's opinion matters? OURS and the people we love so you guys shouldn't put down yourself because i know a lot of us were insecure about how we looks and how we act but don't you guys think that its time for us to change that way of our thinking? it wont lead us to no good, it won't make us a better person we always wanted. It will just destroy the beauty that god has given to us, our UNIQUENESS :)
"nothing is more beautiful than a smile that has struggle through tears"
Who we are right now may not be enough but to some people, its good enough.
Demi seems the kind of girl who you can always lean on in times of hard times and laugh with at good times, she will be the best of best friend any girl could have because she knows how to hold on to you, how to make you feel good, she's like the sweetest and strongest girl out there that exist, she may not know it to herself but to me and million lovatics out there, we all know this girl 's story that has given us so much faith and strength to keep going, and to love life because once you hit a bump along the road, it my come off bad but it will get better. I can even Imagine how she manage to put that beautiful smile on her face after all she go through, I think she's the girl that all of us young girls should looked up too, not those boring, love-sick, female singer who only sing about boys and party. And no don't murder me behind that computer screen because you disagree with me on how we all should look up to demi, and no I don't mean that we should do what she did, like cutting and not eating properly, but its life she has given us an example of how we should never do those things, because it destroys us. and now look at her making names for herself into this world, so don't judge her about her past because right now she's standing up for you and for everyone else who struggle through difficulties.
I love her to death, she has given me a lot of reason to love myself and appreciate all the people who's been there for me. :)
"And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned"
I wrote this blog because my mom and I were talking about Demi, my mom loves demi so much but not as much as I do, and she compare demi to taylor which I don't mind but I love taylor and demi, but demi got a bit of LOVE LOVE you know what I mean? so yeah we were talking about how I should take my dad to Demi's concert so I can prove to my dad how good demi is live and demi is so inspirational, so yeah we settled things out I am going with my dad and see demi live *crossed finger* this is will be a fun month for me :)
I really want to write this post yesterday, but too tired for me to type it, because i know all of you who knows me that whenever I get to post or write a blog about something I always end up writing it in more probable ways that is possible for me to express my feelings so basically this thoughts that you'll be reading after you saw this NEW POST (yay) will probably bore (some of you) and give you more idea's on what you really want to do in the near future. (hold the clues to your heads)
Yesterday, I was at the mall with my grandma, we only did a window shopping, means we just look around in any store that catches our eyes but never buy anything because it's way too expensive for my liking. So yeah I just wanna add that up to this blog, I have written so many things that I know you guys can relate too or at least MIGHT relate too but anyways do you guys remember what I told you guys on my other blogs about how theres always that thought in your head that you just want to let out or speak the thoughts to everyone? seriously it always happened to me and it's getting creepier and creepier every single day but the only advantage of this little weird head of mine is that whenever someones experiencing something or someone's having this problem, my mind always come up with idea's to comfort those people even just in words which I really like, I love helping people specially when i know I can make a change into someone's life, as if you're one of those people who will speak for them.
There's this group of people who asked me about my blogs, like "where do you get your inspiration?" or something like "why do you write blogs" "when did you become a blogger?" so first, I think where I get my inspiration is from everything, like everything you just need to find the right words to it to write something relatable and add my friends and family, they're one of the "inspiration" if you may ask me, second, I write blogs because these days a lot of us teenager have lack of speaking our thoughts to the world or write ideas that we didn't know MIGHT change not one person, but our YOUTH that got wasted by Us, since I'm talking about this thing and I'm being smarty-pant to you guys, I'm gonna ask you ONE QUESTION and please think about it "do you want to be the change?"
I'm not really going to give you guys a very long 'oh-so-novel" blog of mine for today because I'm not feeling well at all, like I have this massive headache and my eyes will seems to shut down now any minute and its very cold, the weather is being bipolar and I might love it but at this time I really really hate it, so yeah thats all for the whole january :) thank you guys for reading and think about it, you can always change the world, you may not notice it but in every word you say and every move you make, you save someone :)
to add this up I might give you guys a whole playlist where you can download it to your computer ;) tuned it xxx
(Playlist #5
I hope you like this, I'm in love with this song and Matt :) <3
When I made this collage I think "this is so what I want and feel" a freedom, indie, books, butterfly, ferris wheel and a field with full of flowers. butterfly stands for freedom (if you're curious)
Yesterday was fun, just hanging out with my best friend(s), being weird together, eating a dozen of foods, fooling around, oh and add the 'Potato' joke hashtag SUPER corny but anyway It was a lot of fun just like old times, no worries (except the swimming club) but we find it really frustrating.
We just joke around the whole time, like 'hey take this banter' or whatever *laugh* add the fangirlish type we are, and we just watched 'Little Things' three time in a row, its quite funny because whenever we switch the channel like channel 63&64 we always end up watching one direction *fangirl* Aly tagged along with a FRIEND of her which I don't think they are 'best friends' more like suitor (peace aly) but he's such a cool kid and such a 'silent type' considering he's a boy and first I though he's a gay because of how he have this feminine posture (i know I'm too straightforward) but he proved me wrong, I don't want to describe the scenario I saw yesterday because I know I'll be killed by Aly which I don't want her to do.
I Don't really get this blog, maybe just so you guys know what I did yesterday, because my feelings are just overflowing but get stuck in my head instead of my words, I was planning to write this blog yesterday but too tired to do it and did you guys know that I just take a 30 minutes nap? like WOAH is that you jackie? i know *laugh*
I think I have made my point already because this blog doesn't have anything to do about things that I know I will include for my improve blogs and idea's.
Having those people around you that makes you feel so happy inside, those people who is fun to be around, i like those kind of people, like whenever I get depress over things i know there's someone I can always rely on, this people I'll treasure for a lifetime
I never realize how this people changes my life in every way, they give me hopes and give me love at the same amount of time we spend our time together, I'm always the kind of person who get's too shy but since I met these few strangers that now I called best friend(s), its like they pull me up and make me stand up in my own ground, they break the wall that's too high to climb, and I'm happy that they did, because I know if they didn't I'll be just a girl with old books in her hands.
are we cool yet monkey's?
I spend my whole year, thinking it over and over again, how the hell did I cope up with these weirdos? how can these weirdo's mean so much to me but yet too little. I was hoping for an answer at the end of 2012 but since I haven't, I'll just go with the "because they make me happy" so yeah, blaming myself to get involved with this people who taught me to be myself. :)
I run out of words, *laugh quietly* It was fun to write this senseless blog but mean so much to this weirdo's who's been complaining (since yesterday) for me to post a blog which includes them. haha but I love this weirdo's, ok I'll stop with the weirdo's I don't know how many times I said the word weirdo's but anyway that's all :)
