Everyday is Mothers Day

That one solitary day had finally come to celebrate the woman who changed our diapers, feed us, took care of us when we were a baby and till now, the woman who love us unconditionally, who understood us when we're at fault, the woman who we all love, our mother.

When I was young, my only wish was to be old enough to fulfil my dreams and now I'm finally a teen All I could ever asked for is for my family, and all my love ones to be happy with their life. My mother who have given a birth to me, who suffer for 9 months pregnancy, trying to satisfied my needs, the one who's always been there for me when I'm in rough patch in life is just unbelievably amazing in so many ways, there is. I love her in every way there could possibly is, I love her smile that can light up the whole town. I love her passionate to her work and how she managed to still work until late at night. Mom, please take care of your health, I don't know what I would do if you got sick, seeing you hurt is like a shot of bullet in my heart. I owe you my life. I owe you my knowledge. I owe you who I am today, thank you for being a great mom.

My mom deserves every love in the world. There are people who said they believe in you, but my mom, she's always have, she believes in me from the very first day of my life as a human, she know's I can do it, she showed me how much she's proud of me, she's always have been my number 1 supporter along with my dad. She encouraged me to follow my heart, to always be myself even when most people would hate me for it. She made me chase my dream even when I'm always in my nutshell (reading, listening to music, eating, and sns) She pushed me forward to be a better person, a better daughter, a better friend, and a better dreamer.

My mom had seen me at my worst and still find a space to love me within my flaws. She would take a fall on me on my own battlefield, she would sacrifice her own knees to get scratched instead of mine, even when it bleeds her. She would bandaged my wounds until it's okay again. She reminds me to always sleep deep with my decision before making them. I can't thank her enough for that. She's been such a great best friend to me, specially when I'm on patch of having no one to count on. She pulled me away from the depth of losing myself countless of times now. My mom made me realise that having no friends, sometimes, is okay because it doesn't really mean they're all that you've got, that I should go on with my life and treasure those un-longed friends of mine and meet new ones a long the way, because life is too short to be living a life with full regrets. She made me realise so many things, beautiful things, like how we humans are all equal and no one is above or under, doesn't really matter if you have money or not. She taught me how this world can be so beautiful than anyone can imagined. She preached to give importance to others, to humans more than to things. She reminded me to be a good person, always, but to never let anyone step on me. This world is full of great things, to those who only seek for it, my mom had been a glowing inspiration to everything that is good in this little world of us. She deserves the whole worlds love.

Mom, I'm sorry if I ever disregard anything that you've said to me, sorry that I often take my anger on you, sorry that I can't seem to show you how much I love you but I do love you so much. You're my shooting star, my hero and my pillow. You make me laugh, cry, you embarrass me at times but I still adore you, you're my role model, you give me strength when I'm weak. You understand me when no one else can, you're there for me when I and my first crush, you're there for me when I've gone crazy over idols and such. My life now, has been amazing because of you, because of your hard work. I wan't you to know that I will love you until the sun stop setting, until the stars stop showing at night, until everything in this world is bad and good I'll always love you.

The people who keep dragging you down, wanting to dirt you, wanting to step on you. They would never succeed. Trust me, I saw you struggle to work, I saw you working all day, I saw you giving to others, I saw you sharing your blessings, I saw you at your worst but never in my life I would admit that you're not an angel. You are a blessing to so many people, Its like god had sent you to this world to spread kindness and love.

You're such an amazing mom. You never fail to make me happy, you always had that stupid right words when I needed them. You're a super mom, me and jersey are both so proud to have you and dad in our life. Thank you for raising me, you raised me in a well good moral. I wan't you to be happy, to be healthy, to be you. Thank you for listening when I vent to you nonetheless, thank you for not judging me, for giving me good advice. Thank you for keeping me in place, when I need to wake up from the reality. You've been such strong woman, for years you have exist you've always have been one. Know that I appreciate you a lot, your presence, your support, your happiness means the world to me. I want nothing else but for you to always be happy. When things got bad, I'm here, talk to me, I'll listen. Cry, you can lean on my shoulder. Troubled? I'm not here to judge you. I'll be your everything, because since you gave birth to me, you had given me your everything so it's my turn. :)

I can't express my love for you into words, no more. But this little open letter for you will never do justice to how thankful I am to be your daughter. I will always love you a lot more than I ever did yesterday.

Love your mom, because she gave birth to you and it's not easy. Your mom supported you and never leave your side even when you push her away. Your mom taught you how to speak, where would you be if it wasn't for her. Your mom is the reason why you are aware of human affection since she's your first kiss (not in the way). Your mom worked her butts of just to give you a better life that she never experienced. Your mom will always be there for you. Your mom supported you dream. You stress her but she would never get mad at you. Most of all your mom will not gonna be there for you forever, so as long as theres time, make time for her, love her, make her happy because all mothers wish is for their child to live happily. Parent's get hurt when you're hurt, you're sad they're sad. Parents can't help but feel what you feel. They worry about you a lot, because they care.

Mom's and dad's sacrifices a lot to give us a better life. We sometimes take that for granted, we all should feel lucky to have both of them into our life, they made us who we are, they only want the best for us. They will do anything, everything for our happiness. From graduations, proms, collage, in the first job you get hired they're going to be there for you. Your parents will always guide you, they know you make mistakes, you have flaws, but that won't less any love they have for you. Not in a good terms with your mom? Grow up and fix it. You can only have so much time to tell your mom you love her, you appreciate her. It baffles me when people say they hate their mom or never want to be their child. You can have everything in the world but sometimes the child-parents relationship will always be the one thing that will complete you.

Its Mother's Day, no matter how bad your day is, it's not a valid reason to why you shouldn't say "I love you" to your mom.  Show how much you appreciate your moms and how you are thankful with everything that they have done for you. They won't always be there for you, spend your time with them as much as you can, they did that to you when you were first born so why not turn it around.

New Year

I've been busy a lot lately that it seems that I have forgotten that I have a blog in the first place and I'm really sorry to keep you on your toes for a new post.

One year have passed already, it seems just like yesterday I was celebrating and welcoming 2013. I guess time flies. All throughout 2013, I've learned a lot of things and meet new people along the way, of course some challenges that I've been through but nevertheless It made me stronger than I was yesterday. 2013 have been nothing but pure of happiness and positivity, I remember my old self saying that I should be more positive and in that way life will also be positive, and it did.

2013 has been the best year of my life. I've seen a lot of new places that I'm lucky to explored. I've met new amazing people that has been there for me through thick and thin. I had the chance to get to know those people who are just behind me that I ignored for so long that I didn't even realised that wow she's/he's an amazing person after all. I had my bad days but we all have those days right? After all, we're all human beings.

I'm so blessed and I can't even thank god enough for everything that have come my way this 2013. I've got a lot of new experiences that I'm happy that I have shared with my parents, who mean the entire world to me. My friends who have been there for me. And literally to all those people who stand by my side through ups and down. So I, myself is thanking all of you, ALL OF YOU for everything, even the simple things, the little things, the big things…just anything that you have done for me, I really highly appreciated all of it.

I know that 2013 had been a challenged yet an exciting road for me (for all of us) but look at us, we're alive and ready to start a new chapter in our life. Ready to grow and learn new things. I mean, for me 2013 is like a new way of learning things everyday, but of course everyday is a learning process for me. I can say that I have quite matured a lot since this time last year. I've grown to like new things, committed my time to a lot of new hobbies and luckily continuing my sketching that I have lost interest in when I turned 15 but lately I've bought myself some sketchbook that I can use everyday.

I've been through a lot, it's not that I'm exaggerating things for you, I just don't like sharing my problems on the internet because it's not anyones business though it proved that I'm only human being just like any normal 15 years old girl out there. I have encountered a lot of conflicts here and there which isn't really good but I have overcome it, it was precisely a childish thing to do. To fight on little things, so I learned that the only thing that you can do is ignore them, if they want to bring you down, let them. Go on with your life, as long as you're happy and content with what you have and what you are, then it doesn't matter what anyone says. :)

Also I'm thanking one direction and exo for being a part of my 2013 journey, because of these boys I met a lot of new amazing friends that have the same interest as me. For the laugh and crying-at-night because of some stupid things well what can I say these boys made my whole 2013.

I've realised a lot of things this year. You cannot control things that will happen but if you can't ride it, enjoy it. Not all the people in your life stay the same as they were before, and you need to accept it. Life can be pretty harsh but things do get better. Start thinking positive and a lot of good things will come your way. Be good.

I have blessed with so much opportunities since the year started. I met exo-k which is pretty mind blowing, they were so kind and really a true sweetheart. I can't thank my parents enough for making it all possible, they've been very supportive parents to me and my brother. I'm blessed and really thankful to have them. We've been closer and stronger and hopefully also to this coming year.

I know that a lot of you have gone through tough times this year but hey look, it ended quite nicely right? And a new year is just ahead of you. Look at the bright side. I wanted you to know that it's gonna be okay. I wanted to let you know that I'm so proud of you that you made it through a new page of 365 page of a book. I wanted you to know that just because you had a bad day doesn't mean it's gonna be a bad year, sometimes when universe throws a problem at you, it just means you can overcome it. It wouldn't throw anything thats bad in your way if it knows that you can't right? so cheer up buddy. And to those people who made you feel like shit last year, let go of them. :)

It's okay to not be okay at times, to lie a few times, to burp, to love someone, to have a crush, to fail one subject, to be friends with your enemy, to eat a lot, to feel sad, to feel happy as long as you pull yourself up when you are ready.

Whatever adversities that life throws at you, you will get through it. I love and care for all of you. Because of you guys I wouldn't be the person I am now, so thank you. So cheers for the new year, we have a whole new year in front of us, unsullied by mistakes and so full of possibilities. :)

To all my lovely and beautiful readers and people that I loved dearly, give yourself a pat on the back for making it through a year. My parents who have been nothing but lovely and supportive parents to me and my brother, thank you for being there for us and for letting us grow, your guidance is all we could ask for as we grow up. To my friends, thank you for making my 2013 a lot more special, we may fought, we may have some misunderstanding a long the way but see? We have a special bond that no one can break, thank you for sticking up for me and remember that whenever you feel trouble you can always count on me. To all those people that I know, whether you like me or not I hope you have a good 2014 because all of us deserves to be happy :)

A WHOLE NEW YEAR, STRETCHING OUT BEFORE US :)