Yes, guys as you can see I have another PHOTO-SHOOT which is also shot by my best friend who I am currently living with and she's really getting into taking my pictures, We've got so many good shots too. Anyway this morning I woke up at 4:30 am thinking, "I'm not gonna spend this day worth a good day just to have a lazy day" and decided to take a shower in a cold morning, make a cup of tea to boost my energy and then put my favourite black leggings on and a sweater that is so comfy. So yeah we end up doing this and having a blast.
I know what you are thinking guys "why would you even wear a sweater in a hot day" guys, I know its hot, trust me but I just need to do this okay.
If you followed me on twitter you probably know by now that I met new friends but not literally 'met' so yeah they're really funny and just sweet, they're just like me who is obsessed on a youtuber and they are handling the street team for the famous Jack and Finn which is so cool because I am in love with those twins and I will probably attend the meet up if ever to support them.
I actually do wanted to spill some beans on you guys, I know a lot of you are aware of bullying and teens committing suicide these days I mean I wouldn't be that surprise that this is happening and it really makes me feel sad that a lot of teens my age took their own life because of depression and feeling alone and feeling not good enough for this world, and I'm here to share with you guys on how I end up being so emotionally fragile person to a whole new strong and happy person, I know a lot of you guys will react like "thats impossible all your tweets are about 1D, happy quotes and books" i say DON'T judged me by my tweets because obviously I have my own problems too and conflict here and there and some people who keep sending me hate comments and insults but I didn't bother reading or answering them (don't worry) but what I'm trying to say is that you can always get through this, you can be happy again after all the things you have gone through. I always feel like a second choice but that was just in the past because I realise that it's not about being the first choice, no not at all I mean its good to be someone's priority and that they look up to you but I honestly think that its better to just be yourself and not think what other people say or what their opinion about you. It's your life live it like what you wanted, have fun and be young because in a matter of time everything will end like its never been there so why waste time? :)
And I actually don't focus on negative stuffs like they don't exist, because if you only focus on it, it will just make you sad and all depress I don't know I mean its ironic that teens are doing bad things and some are just doing what they want with their lives, I just think that its good to be always positive and having fun with your friends and family, having a quality time with them, I think thats a good idea to ease up a little after all the things that you've gone through. Or maybe talk to an adult if you're having a hard time or you have a serious problem, it's not a sign of weakness if you ask for help, everyone needs help sometimes even the strongest people. So I suggest keep off the internet, avoid the negative stuffs, go talk to your parents or friends, have fun, have a quality time with the one you loves, stay positive and live your life. It may not be that easy to do so, but I promise you everything's going to be okay.
hope you guys have a good school days, I'll be back next week maybe a new fashion blog? ooh ;)
